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Title: [podfic] combat baby (come back baby) by coffeesuperhero
Reader:
Fandom: The Avengers
Pairing: Clint Barton/Phil Coulson
Rating: Mature
Author Summary:
He goes home, because he has nowhere else to go.
Rec:
In a year where I didn't produce much in regards to podfic or fanfic, this particular title stands out as one of my favorites. When I first read this story, it absolutely broke my heart. I didn't consider recording it for many months and when I sat down in front of my microphone, my heart broke all over again. It takes a special combination of characterization and situation in a story for me to connect so thoroughly with a story, and Coffeesuperhero is one of those authors whose writing clicks perfectly for me.
As I was listening to this podfic in preparation for writing up a self-rec for the Snowflake Challenge, it had me in tears for an entirely different reason... I realized that I am Clint. My Grandma died in November and I've done everything I can to not think about it... If I just ignored it, waited long enough, kept living like nothing had changed, it wouldn't be true and she'd still be alive.
I know its not the best podfic in the world, and my voice can be irritating to some, but this story and the experience I had recording it has helped me accept that sometimes things don't get better and that that can be alright.